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ive been vulnerable all this time. I talk like sh*t and laugh like demons. without any pulse and heartbeat i try to dig my on grave on my mind. Unknowingly doing this sh*t i am making my own ending, like having a suicide… i used to choose the best words to fit on my death note. I’m not going to die nor going to live. But for sure like a dejected boy will do his farewell to himself wishing for a new life that must have a new place that he much wanted to stay in. It may only happen if someone will exhume his soul by being buried. I am terrible and out of my mind. Its not my life but it must be.

—-banal050388—-

    It’s quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in
you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness..

    Never say that someone completes you. we have to feel whole even when we are by ourselves, for needing a certain someone is not love but dependency.  wanting a person to become part of your life is the best reason for having them.  and you can only want when you know you have enough.  so rather than search for someone who will complete you, wait for the person who will complement your completeness.
when some thing’s over, it’s over.  it can never start again. when it’s broken you can never put back the pieces.  life is not the way you want it to be.  when you that someone’s hurting you so much, just stop. we know that it hurts a lot, but you must learn to let go things.  don’t push yourself too hard.  coz we all know, that in every ending, there’s such a thing that we call the beginning..

    Sometimes, fate has a cruel way of putting things together.  maybe it’s better if people just give up when there’s no point in fighting for something anymore.  when the ship has finally sailed, only a fool would go after when it’s already miles away.  but sometimes, it’s a lot better to be a fool to go after what we want and need, rather than to regret everything in the end because we never even tried..